EDIT: The photographs that accompanied this post are gone. I know where the original files are: on a DVD in a box under my bed. Maybe one day I'll find them.
EDIT 2: Found em.
Later on as I drove down 275 at 1 A.M. there appeared on the horizon bright lights like a mirage in a dessert that was a confusing, changing, quick and often disappointing summer. Seeing a random carnival in the parking lot of a pseudo-abandoned mall was quite a nice surprise.
The carnival didn't open till tomorrow, but I knew I would have to make time to try and photograph it. Seeing it all lit up as I exited the highway reminded me of a photograph taken by one of my favorite photographers Nick Kelsh, whom I had met when I was going to school in Athens:
The next day at work I had lunch with my friend Todd. Todd had spent 13 years of his life working and traveling with the Kissel Brothers Carnival Company before he joined the military and eventually came to work at the same place as me. "I was trying to get away from friends and family and I couldn't join the service yet." said Todd. After my break with Todd I finished out the rest of my shift, stopped to see some old friends and then raced down the highway to try and get to the random carnival before it closed.
20 minutes and 5 dollars was all I needed/had to snap a few photographs, ride the ferris wheel and think about what Todd had said:
"The first thing you think of when you think of carnivals is cotton candy and caramel apples."
"A lot of carnival rides were originally designed to train pilots for World War Two and later the Space Program"
"A carnival is mostly just a group of travelers wanting to go around and entertain."
"Games bring people a lot of people in. You always saw those guys who thought they was tough trying to shoot the BB guns. It doesn't compare to firing a real gun in the service. I learned on the M-16"
As I walked around the carnival I wasn't concerned with my problems or frustrations. I could only enjoy photographing it and think of two things: The Carnival at the beginning of the movie "Big," and how this fun house...
...reminded me of the 'Are You Afraid of The Dark' episode with the evil clown. Random thoughts, but both that awful Tom Hanks movie and children's television program show how people once viewed carnivals. Carnivals were once a symbol of American summer that are now all too often abandoned for the over glorified versions like Kings Island and Six Flags.
Todd, this one's for you.